for the things I have now.

I love Facebook’s “On This Day” feature.  If you haven’t seen it, it reaches back through all your years of Facebook and highlights everything that happened on that day each year.  Just don’t go too far back.  Your high school posts will probably make you want to go back in time and smother your younger, […]

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symptoms of a miscarriage

I’ve been wanting to open up about this topic for a long time.  It wasn’t so much that I felt private about it. It was more that I couldn’t find the phrasing, nor a way to introduce a topic that pretty much came out of left field- mostly because I was so tight-lipped about it. […]

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a bittersweet date

January 17th. It happened. I had noticed a larger amount of CM this morning than normal, and thought I may have been ovulating.  So I peed in a cup, dipped an ovulation test in, and lo and behold, it came back positive!  Now, for someone who only gets a boatload of negative everythings, from ovulation sticks […]

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Still going mad

Well, yesterday officially marks the fourth missed period (start date).  So I really have NO idea what is going on with my body at this point. We are now at over a year of no birth control, and we are almost closing in on a year of whacky periods.  For those catching up, I was […]

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final answer

Ten days past my expected period. Five negative pregnancy tests. Literally every period or early pregnancy symptom except sore boobs. I emailed my gynecologist today because it’s to the point where, if I’m not pregnant, then I want to know, because I’d like to get pregnant, and if that means jumpstarting my period, then so be it. I ended […]

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late but negative

My body is weird. At this point in the TTC journey that seriously just started but my impatience blows up to feel like we have been trying for years, I’m three days late and tested negative on day one.  As I said in my last post, I have read numerous occasions where people nested negative when […]

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